I wonder…


I wonder if I will ever find love. If I will ever find someone who can tolerate my bipolar disorder, who can tolerate me. And I don’t mean just tolerate me. I need a man to actually want to be with me and not care about what I can do for him. I love taking…

Ground Control to Dani A.


I haven’t been wanting to write this post because I wish it weren’t true. I wish I wouldn’t have fucked up along the way. But the truth is inevitable. And maybe it’s in my best interest, even though I’m at a loss of words. Diego threw me out of the house and broke up with…

Make a Wish


After the relentless fighting the other night between my boyfriend and I, along with my thoughts of loneliness living out here in the boonies, without my family and friends, without Diego 50+ hours a week, it’s hard. I am extremely lonesome. The fight stemmed from the sole fact that I miss the quality time that…