school – Precarious Aquarius

Getting Shit Done

For feeling as unorganized as I do, I sure as hell make a lot of to-do lists, budgets, and meal prep lists. Every day I have a mental to do list and sometimes I write it done if there is a lot to it or I know I am being forgetful that day. But every…

Proud

Tonight, Diego told me that he was proud of me for going back to school, for putting in the work and making an effort in our relationship. I told him it was only day 3 of school so he shouldn’t get too excited or proud considering I am not one to usually continue good habits….

Back to Class

I am forty minutes into my first day of school, doing it all online (thanks, covid), and I think I’m over it already. My desire to learn is strong, but my desire to do anything BUT learn is almost stronger. I want to blame my bipolar disorder for my lack of motivation, but I think…