I don’t know how to be happy.


I spent ten months unemployed. Ten months almost to the day. I can’t get my head out of my ass and get my ass into gear for this new job I have. This company practically moved Heaven and Earth for me to work for them because that’s how much of a difference I was going…

Mania is worse than depression — Here’s why.


For the longest time, my life was filled with depression; existential sadness and sometimes with addition seasonal sadness to create more sad and less motivated me. When the euphoria of my sleepless nights finally hit, it was game over. Move over depression, manic panic for the win! I think it’s easy to glamorize the effects…

Learning how to live in my head


It’s 3:48am. Any normal person would be finally asleep at this point. My husband works the super early shift and starts work at 4am (gross) and it’s kinda nice having him home all afternoon but it definitely throws my sleep schedule off getting up with him by 2:30am, making sure I make him some coffee…