No matter how dark or precarious it may seem, continue to pursue your truth.
-Unknown
Mania is worse than depression — Here’s why.
For the longest time, my life was filled with depression; existential sadness and sometimes with addition seasonal sadness to create more sad and less motivated me. When the euphoria of my sleepless nights finally hit, it was game over. Move over depression, manic panic for the win! I think it’s easy to glamorize the effects…
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happy holi–daze
Thanksgiving. Hanukkah. Christmas. New Year’s. It’s an existential dread to be in the holiday season yet again. I already bought into the scheme and already have my Christmas decor up and in its proper place. I hosted Thanksgiving without a hitch for the very first time. But man, am I zoning out through this chaotic…
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Finding Light in Darkness
Sacrifice. Pain. Suffering. All parts of the human condition. We are meant to feel discomfort. Kyle is about 2-3 weeks out since being in the hospital on and off eight days for two back to back bowel obstructions that were able to resolve (both) without a surgery that would certainly cause more damage to him…
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Do No Harm
Before diagnosing my husband, our new doctor after Kyle’s second admission to the hospital for his third bowel obstruction of this year quoted a famous philosopher and said, “When treating my patients I like to follow the phrase — DO NO HARM [to the patient]”. He later explained that he had no clue what was…
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In Sickness and In Health
https://mealtrain.com/w4d09w On October 26th, my husband Kyle was admitted to our local hospital for yet another bowel obstruction, despite there is nothing blocking his “pipes” (so to speak). It’s somewhat of a phenomenon to all these doctors that he had a colonoscopy three weeks ago and received a virtually clean bill of health considering he…
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Where I’ve been during Blogtober
I stated earlier this month that I would stay with Blogtober this year, especially because I am not currently working a 9-5 thus far, but ya know… life be life-ing. I had yet another ER stint for what I was told by my PCP was a kidney infection last Friday because my pain in my…
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Blogtober Post #7-9
I knew I would mess up sometime and forget to post. Oops. I believe it was the 7th day where I outright kept thinking it was October 6th, thought that I already posted for the day and just didn’t post again until… now. Yesterday I was just in so much abdominal, pelvic, and flank pain…
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Happy bday this might be a bit late you might not see it or care but congratulations also for getting back into school
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Thank you so much. I do care and I did see it. Thanks for commenting, hope you’re hanging in there 🙂
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Interesting glad to see your moving on in your life doing better glad to see things are clicking together for you hopefully they keep going that way for you me though I’m always hanging in ha in my own ways
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