Two months and Three Days

I was reading my morning dose of blog posts from members here on WordPress that I follow. One that caught my eye discussed recovery and how it wasn’t a linear equation; that there wasn’t a map, so to speak, to guide you on your journey. Although I can agree that sobriety and recovery isn’t always…

Sleepless again

I was watching tv until about 1am and then I tried to lay down to go to sleep, but my body aches too much to fall asleep. So I decided to blog after tossing and turning for over a hour. I tried chain smoking my vape (which just makes me want more nicotine), I tried…

Discipline

I am not sure if this is because I am naturally childish or if it’s because I am bipolar, but I personally truly lack self discipline. But it wasn’t always this way… I was diagnosed bipolar at 18 years old and began showing signs of the disorder at 16 or 17. Now at 23, I…