Author: theprecariousaquarius

28. Seattle-ish, WA, USA. The Precarious Aquarius. I like to sing at work and loiter at church.

Oh, Darling, it’s enough to make you go mad


I am halfway between self harming and keying this dude’s car. I have never been in such a mixed bipolar state in my life. I am going between sobbing every other minute to these bouts of rage in the off times between the crying fits. I feel as though it’s good to get these emotions…

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I wonder…


I wonder if I will ever find love. If I will ever find someone who can tolerate my bipolar disorder, who can tolerate me. And I don’t mean just tolerate me. I need a man to actually want to be with me and not care about what I can do for him. I love taking…

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I’ll be fine


I have been dabbling in poetry / song writing lately. I am not sure I am any good though, but I thought tonight when I am feeling lonely I might as well jot down some ideas since I am a little buzzed and won’t remember tomorrow… Submerge and Resurface Blood boiling Jumping in head first…

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