Since Monday, things to seem to be going downhill… really fast. After blogging about Monday’s events, I truly went to bed that night thinking things would turn around. As I wake up on Tuesday morning, I noticed something peculiar about my vision. Mind you, I am legally blind in one eye so my vision is…

I’m slowly coming to terms what happened yesterday and how truly close I was to self harming or going into the hospital. If it weren’t for Brent, my ride or die best friend or for Jesus for intervening, I would simply put, be dead. Yesterday after my gambling incident, I texted anybody I could think…

I know I have been almost obsessively posting depressing shit as of lately, but I need to get this off my chest, and you, my dear, are one of the few I can confide in. Tonight I was very close to ending it all. It sounds so dramatic and cliche or over rated, maybe. But…