remedy this, hydroxyzine


I have been listening to MGK’s newest album on repeat since 2am this morning and it is now almost 5am on my fucking day off after sleeping the majority of seventeen hours prior to that. I have my essential oils going and just took some hydroxyzine because my anxiety keeps elevating the longer I am…

Hello, Christmas music


I finally did it, guys. I turned on Christmas music tonight at work. Partially because my clients were decorating the house with blinking lights and partially because I want to feel less sad and I figured this might work. So far so good. I need to get a med adjustment but I can’t get one…

Redirecting conversations: Is Suicide Selfish?


I hate this question honestly because it’s more than just a plain black and white topic; it is colorful and multifaceted. I was at dinner with my parents at home and my finances were somehow up for discussion and my parents are worried I am so far in the hole that I am going to…