Back to Normal? Mental Health Update


Okay so it’s been about a week since things turned to the worst and I was escalated manic bipolar. This was the worst episode I have ever seen in myself or in others to be quite honest. I was unable to really drive because my lack of focus and delusions were bad. I talked a…

Manic panic 6.0


I feel like I need to start every blog post off this whole entire year with a “Why I have been MIA”. Last week ending the 17th of March I was morbidly depressed. I slept all Saturday day and night and most of the day Sunday until I got called in on my day off…

Woe is me: is mindset truly everything?


I was watching a budgeting video and it was talking about saving $5k cash in one whole year. The budgeter has been doing this challenge for years and stuffs envelopes labeled 1 through 100 and stuffing the labeled amounts in said envelopes. For example, $1 goes into the $1 envelope, $23 goes in the $23…