Love is a Decision


A decision is made when one proposes. To spend the rest of their lives with their significant other. It’s a choice that we, as Americans, are blessed to have. So when I threw in the towel that cold, December night due to a severe bout of mania, I could never take that “no” back. Once…

Home, Sweet Home


As most of you who have read my blog know, I am dating my ex-fiance, Diego. I have made various posts about him and I’s story of how we met, became boyfriend and girlfriend, fell in love, moved in together, I cheated, we broke up, I moved out, I moved back in, we worked things…

I Vow


Being up all night has me thinking about all sorts of things. Maybe I should just go to bed, but my thoughts keep tumbling out of me like an avalanche so here I sit, writing. March 21st, 2020 would have marked my 6 month anniversary of my wedding day with Diego… had I gotten married….