Afraid


As I prepare for work in the morning, I am still left without knowing if I have a job to return to or not. There is fear in either answer I could receive. I either log in to my computer and I find out I can’t get on the computer because my access is turned…

Relentless


re·lent·less/rəˈlen(t)ləs/adjective oppressively constant; incessant.”the relentless heat of the desert” I am not sure why, nor may I ever know why, but this word has been put on my heart lately. It is quite literally what kept my head above water this past week. As I mentioned previously, I briefly and quite vividly contemplated suicide by…

I wonder…


I wonder if I will ever find love. If I will ever find someone who can tolerate my bipolar disorder, who can tolerate me. And I don’t mean just tolerate me. I need a man to actually want to be with me and not care about what I can do for him. I love taking…