Just want to rest.


oh so young my innocence no longer here I try to find somewhere near with ecstasy and xanny bars I no longer know who you are I lost myself long ago oh what for? what’s the use we won’t call a truce I’m losing my mind every night popping pills like they just might fix…

Day of Rest


I woke up at 5:30am after getting about six hours of sleep and went downstairs and saw my parents conversing. I talked to my mom for a while and she had her doctor’s appointment today to decide if she will need a biopsy of her thyroid because she has nodules on her thyroid. I said…

Anxiety is out to play


I have to say that all day my anxiety was in check. I woke up at 4am and wrote a blog post. Around 6:30am I got up and asked my dad to make waffles for breakfast. He did and I was very excited to have something I normally don’t eat on the regular. I spoke…