Checking in

Can’t get rid of me that fast! I am still kicking. Just too tired to blog I have a lot to write about but I am lacking the know how to get it all on paper. I got to leave my house in the next twenty minutes to get to work. I have been working 40 hour weeks usually 1:45pm-10:15pm. It’s been good but exhausting. My parents are going out of town for the week so I’ll be even more alone than normal. Gotta take care of the cats and myself. I need to go to the grocery store to get some things I can throw in the crockpot and let simmer all day long while I am at work.

My depression has been super bad the past few days. Some tears have been shed, some anger has been around, but mostly agitation and anxiety have been in the forefront of my mind. Things are finally going good and then depression has to go ahead and go fuck everything up. I don’t know what the point of this post was except to check in. Day 22 without weed or alcohol. It’s been hard but been good. Maybe the booze would only depress me more. One of my customers called alcohol “the devil’s piss” and I can respect that. He said that there is no good in alcohol which is why he didn’t drink it. Okay then. I also had a customer call me Dan-Ree instead of Dani. I thought being called Dana or by my real name, Danielle really grinds my gears… but no I think Dan – ree takes the cake for grinding my gears.

Anyways have a good day and I think of you all often.

Leave a comment if you so wish if you read this.

much love,

Dani

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