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Two days ago I started feeling some intense pain coming from my bladder. I thought it might be a bladder disease flare up but after going to the doctor yesterday, I have a pretty significant UTI. I took my third pill of my seven day antibiotics but I have no relief yet. I am allergic to most antibiotics for one reason or another so I don’t think I am on the best antibiotic for my condition, but hopefully it begins to work soon because I don’t want the infection to travel to my kidneys.

I still haven’t heard back from my job yet about my background check and my drug test. It kind of worries me why it’s taking so long. I don’t think there should be any issues with it. But I don’t want to keep calling and burdening them with when will it be done so I can start work. Maybe if I don’t hear back by the end of today, I will call mid Monday morning.

I am dealing with a lot of boredom lately. I want to occupy my time with something productive but now that I am not in school, I got too much time on my hands. Being sick is taking my energy out of me but in the moments that I am not pain ridden, I want to do something but I am unsure of what.

I have been drawing more lately to pass the time but it doesn’t really hold my interest. Now that I am sober from all substances it’s hard for me to enjoy the things I used to do while mainly intoxicated. I need to clean but my pain has me in bed using my heater blanket to help alleviate some pain. I need to do a lot of things around the house but either my energy levels don’t allow it or it doesn’t pique my interest… or both.

I thought about buying another gaming console now that I have time to kill and I thought that was stupid considering the fact that I never used my Nintendo before but then again I have all of this spare time. After that impulse happened, I took a step back from technology and started reading a book. I don’t need to impulse buy anything but I do need to find some sort of hobby to keep me substance free.

The issue with me and hobbies is that I get bored easily. So I can’t do one thing for too long because I become disinterested and no longer care.

If you all have any ideas for me, let me know in the comments! I am willing to try just about everything.

My mental health is doing better without substances and I am appreciative of that. I feel stir crazy but besides that, I think I can manage.

much love,


3 Comments Add yours

  1. Jim Wingrove says:

    Take a break …look after yourself ☺️☺️☺️

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  2. NikitaBlue says:

    I hope you feel better soon. Also liked what you had to say. I get bored with things easily too and move on. I’ve recently started the blog and then found out you can get paid to blog if you have decent English skills and can sell yourself. I’m going to try. I also find there are some great mmorpgs available to play on your phone. I got super hooked on Dragon Storm Fantasy, It was alot like WOW. Anyway, look into the freelance copyright thing, there are thousands of jobs and it’s all remote work. Great Blog BTW.

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    1. I’ve been on WordPress over two years trying to monetize my blog and I think I’ve made like $3 in total lol. There are other freelance gigs to look into which would be a good use of my time. I’ll check out the game you mentioned. The only game that has had my heart is Pokémon Go but being stuck at home has made it harder to play that game. Thanks for the comments and thanks for checking out my blog! Much love, Dani


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