Redirecting conversations: Is Suicide Selfish?

I hate this question honestly because it’s more than just a plain black and white topic; it is colorful and multifaceted. I was at dinner with my parents at home and my finances were somehow up for discussion and my parents are worried I am so far in the hole that I am going to…

Out of Place

Drifting, that’s what it feels like to be free. Swaying in and out of the waves, being washed ashore when oceans run too deep. Home is where the moon lays across the sand and when the sun starts to rise in the east. Alone I swim, from shore to shore, endless oceans pursue me. I…

Kinda Nice

This post has nothing to do with Blogmas or anything associated with the holidays. This is just me brain dumping and getting things off my chest. I will probably delete this or never even post it but if I do, I’ll provide the too long don’t read version. TL;DR : I am very alone and…