Proud


Tonight, Diego told me that he was proud of me for going back to school, for putting in the work and making an effort in our relationship. I told him it was only day 3 of school so he shouldn’t get too excited or proud considering I am not one to usually continue good habits….

Back to Class


I am forty minutes into my first day of school, doing it all online (thanks, covid), and I think I’m over it already. My desire to learn is strong, but my desire to do anything BUT learn is almost stronger. I want to blame my bipolar disorder for my lack of motivation, but I think…

Celebration


“3… 2… 1… Happy New year!” Everyone chants this as the clocks change from the never ending year of 2020 to the new and hopeful year, 2021. My New Years eve was spent ordering pizza delivery so I wouldn’t have to be out on the roads with drunk drivers and when Diego finally got home…