Today it rained for the first time in what seems like ages. It surprised me as I woke up to the sound of water hitting the tin roof. As I went out the front door to my car, it was pouring rain, so I ran the short distance from the porch to the safety of…
Tag: mental illness
I Vow
Being up all night has me thinking about all sorts of things. Maybe I should just go to bed, but my thoughts keep tumbling out of me like an avalanche so here I sit, writing. March 21st, 2020 would have marked my 6 month anniversary of my wedding day with Diego… had I gotten married….
Excuses, Excuses
I feel like I spend a lot of time trying to justify myself or my actions. A lot of times I say, “I do this because I’m bipolar….” or this, “Oh that’s due to bipolar” or this, “I blame it on bipolar.” But this is something that HAS to STOP. I catch myself saying things…
