I’m not perfect


I have been one to fuck up royally in life. I am ashamed, but I am no longer the barren shell of a woman I was before. I am beautiful, I am worthy, I am strong, an independent, world changer, advocate, ally, friend, and lover to this world. I am faithful to God who loves…

I wonder…


I wonder if I will ever find love. If I will ever find someone who can tolerate my bipolar disorder, who can tolerate me. And I don’t mean just tolerate me. I need a man to actually want to be with me and not care about what I can do for him. I love taking…

Do you wish you weren’t Bipolar?


My dreams are vibrant. My realities are surreal. I am ten individuals rolled into one. Each more distinct than the next. I have suicidal lows and highs that lead to ecstasy. My life is beautiful. I don’t think anyone is normal. Everyone has their issues. I think with this (bipolar disorder), I am able to…