Sleepless again

I was watching tv until about 1am and then I tried to lay down to go to sleep, but my body aches too much to fall asleep. So I decided to blog after tossing and turning for over a hour. I tried chain smoking my vape (which just makes me want more nicotine), I tried…

No where to go, no where to hide

I think it’s safe to say that my bipolar disorder has been getting out of hand lately, hence my lack of blogging. But let me explain. It all kinda started on my birthday, when my friend was supposed to stop by, but no call, no text, just went MIA. I went into this fit of…

fill the empty spaces

I have the song “affection” by between friends stuck in my head. “Oh I’m looking for affection in all the wrong places. We’ll keep falling on each other to fill the empty spaces. between friends, “affection” I am craving an intimate connection. I don’t know how to describe it. It’s like I want to experience…