She Drives Me Crazy

#Blogtober20 – Day 6 As I sit here trying to type this, my multiple personalities seem to get in the way. No, I don’t really have a condition where I have multiple personalities, but sometimes my bipolar disorder makes me feel as though I have more than one character running the ship, up in my…

Bipolar and Toxicity

I have always wanted the superpower that would allow me to read minds, that is if I had a choice in the matter. I always wondered how others perceived me before my bipolar diagnosis and now that everybody knows, now how do they view me? I mean, it doesn’t really matter because I know how…

I’ll follow you into the dark

“I’ve slept 5 hours over the course of 48 hours. I can’t sleep due to the mania. My mind won’t shut up. I’m being a chatty Cathy.” – Me, 5 hours ago at the height of my mania. Couldn’t sit down and focus long enough to blog any more than these four sentences. Today I…