I’ve had it!

I had my urology appointment this morning and it didn’t go as planned (well, of course!). I was *supposed* to receive bladder botox, but my insurance won’t cover it without trying other oral medication first. The problem with that is I already pay an astronomical amount of money out of pocket. My insurance is decent,…

Moving Forward

It’s been a difficult week to say the least. I think I am getting a sore throat because of exhaustion. Usually if I am super fatigued, I start to feel like I am getting sick and now that’s exactly what is happening. I have been doing a lot of painting at work. I think I…

Letting Go

I think this is the hardest part of recovery; letting go. Letting go of the past, letting go of past or current judgements, letting go of bitterness, anger, resentment… I still sleep with the lights on all night ever since I got raped four years ago as of the 13th of this month. I sleep…