Depression, if you have never really experienced it, deprives you of happiness, your sense of pride, your willingness to say, do, or act. But, like I have said and keep saying, it gives me a reason, not an excuse, to not do what I am supposed to do. COVID-19 is another reason, not an excuse,…
Tag: coping mechanism
When Failure Prevails
These past few months in my life I feel that I have been ridden with failures that have going on; that failures have prevailed over the blessings in some ways. For starters I lost one job in the name of my bipolar disorder, I felt as I had to leave this most recent job because…
Manic Exhaustion
Three days ago I wrote about how I was leveling out and I was neither manic nor depressed. I should have really appreciated that stability more than I did because I am now in a full blown manic state. I haven’t slept in over 50 hours, with minimal down time. I have delved into my…
