Out of Control


I feel like I am not much of a control freak, but as I have gotten older, I have come to realize that I need control of every little aspect of my life. I know truly I have no control over my life besides the little things like what to wear and I have personal…

Ballin’ on a Budget (feeling overwhelmed)


Blogtober day 13. I think I have been obsessed with budgeting the past four-five months because I feel so overwhelmed with the amount of debt I have put myself in. Ever since I quit gambling 09/14/2021, my head has been spinning with thoughts of “how am I gonna get out of this mess that I…

Coming To Terms


“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference.” AA Serenity Prayer In regard to coming to terms with bipolar, I have a long way to go. After four years, you would think that I would have just accepted…