some sad girl poetry please enjoy


I swear I am a human wrecking ball It becomes apparent every time you call I am toxic; a straight up disease who only aims to please you. I muddy the waters and can’t fucking swim yet I always seem to win the war but never the argument I seem to say what I never…

Hello, Christmas music


I finally did it, guys. I turned on Christmas music tonight at work. Partially because my clients were decorating the house with blinking lights and partially because I want to feel less sad and I figured this might work. So far so good. I need to get a med adjustment but I can’t get one…

Redirecting conversations: Is Suicide Selfish?


I hate this question honestly because it’s more than just a plain black and white topic; it is colorful and multifaceted. I was at dinner with my parents at home and my finances were somehow up for discussion and my parents are worried I am so far in the hole that I am going to…