3am, up again


I have been up for the past hour doing nothing but scrolling through old photos and I found some decent ones of Diego and I. Part of me gets sad seeing how “happy” we were together but you can tell in the photos that there is a lot of pain in those photos as well….

Moving Forward


It’s been a difficult week to say the least. I think I am getting a sore throat because of exhaustion. Usually if I am super fatigued, I start to feel like I am getting sick and now that’s exactly what is happening. I have been doing a lot of painting at work. I think I…

Letting Go


I think this is the hardest part of recovery; letting go. Letting go of the past, letting go of past or current judgements, letting go of bitterness, anger, resentment… I still sleep with the lights on all night ever since I got raped four years ago as of the 13th of this month. I sleep…