I tell you to close the door
Something’s not right I know you know more
Of this story than you’re letting on
Your hands on my hips, kissing my neck
I mean get to the point; c’mon
I push you away I can’t think straight
I can’t fucking breathe with your mouth on me
Sounds so erotic but I honestly forgot about it
Til he left my messages alone and no longer
Answered the phone.
I miss the toxicity it seemed like simplicity to me
The demons in my head were always full of glee
They liked you better than I did.
The trauma I faced never left the room
You were to be my lovely groom and I be your bride
And now I wonder why I put up with your shit for so long
Indeed too long.
You put on a brave face for our friends and family as I continued to lose my sanity
Dry your eyes there’s no use in crying over him anymore
I’ve moved on and happily so
My new man makes me feel better than I did
When we were alone.