I got my tax return on Thursday. It was a little over two grand and I saved about 10% of it, paid every bill for the month of March and had a little leftover for my medicine, fun money, and vape stuff. And now I am poor again. Lol not really but my bank account looks sickly since I’m trying to budget using cash.

I am getting sick again, I don’t think it’s covid but I’m achy all over and got a killer cough. My head hurt yesterday when we went out for my sister’s birthday. I slept in the car to and from her house and only woke up when we got our coffee and I had to order. Today my head doesn’t hurt, but I just feel terrible. On Thursday, I was busy with interviews and got a second interview with the bank that will happen next week. So that is good news. I don’t remember what else happened on Thursday but by the time I got home it was 6 or 7pm so it was a wasted day. And yesterday slept literally all day long I felt like trash.

So today I must do the homework I had been avoiding the past two days. It’s not a whole lot I have to do, except I have an exam in psych 333 which is my upper level class so it takes a lot of work to be good at it. I think I might just take the exam now instead of tomorrow and say fuck it. It’s a proctored exam so I gotta have imaginary people watch me through the camera and I can’t cough funny or else they will assume I am cheating. I am not even kidding.

My mental health has been okay the past couple of days. I guess I have been too sick to bother with my depression or anxiety. I have been in a lot of pain, but I am staying sober in case a new job drug tests me and so that sucks high key. Just wanted to give a quick update to ya’ll before I head to the trenches of homework and exams!

Much love,

Dani