I often say that I have changed. I have changed exponentially since I quit gambling 58 days ago, since I restarted taking my medication, since Diego and I broke up and got back together in October, since Diego and I got back together in June, since I have been in and out of a plethora…
Tag: perserverance
I should be so lucky
#Blogtober20 – Day 11 Luck is a weird thing to me. I usually only associate luck with gambling and with that, I was usually more lucky then not. My problem with gambling wasn’t the fact that I would lose a lot, quite the contrary. It was that I didn’t know when to walk away with…
Relentless
re·lent·less/rəˈlen(t)ləs/adjective oppressively constant; incessant.”the relentless heat of the desert” I am not sure why, nor may I ever know why, but this word has been put on my heart lately. It is quite literally what kept my head above water this past week. As I mentioned previously, I briefly and quite vividly contemplated suicide by…
Precarious Aquarius 