I Probably Take You For Granted


In discussing what I should write today, Diego suggested that I write about the things I take for granted. At first, I was offended, but that just means I’m apart of the problem; that I do indeed take things for granted. It wasn’t until I soul searched and dug to find out that I take…

Family Dynamic – Part 2


Where to begin… my mother is an interesting character to say the least. She is the reason behind a lot of pain and resentment that I possess after all these years of severe alcoholism, addictions, cheating on my dad, and her schizophrenia that was left untreated for a long time. Yet through all the hardships…

I Vow


Being up all night has me thinking about all sorts of things. Maybe I should just go to bed, but my thoughts keep tumbling out of me like an avalanche so here I sit, writing. March 21st, 2020 would have marked my 6 month anniversary of my wedding day with Diego… had I gotten married….