You deny the disease


As my mania ramps up, I am left with very few outlets to get out all of this manic energy. Normally I would go work out, but with my bum foot and knee, it’s a workout within itself to get my ass on crutches or even use the bathroom. I am stuck in my queen…

Brave


Fear encompasses a huge part of my life. A lot of people could describe me as brave for enduring the hardships that I have had in my life so fearlessly. But I live my life to spite fear; to stick it to the man and not let anything as silly as fear to hold me…

Relentless


re·lent·less/rəˈlen(t)ləs/adjective oppressively constant; incessant.”the relentless heat of the desert” I am not sure why, nor may I ever know why, but this word has been put on my heart lately. It is quite literally what kept my head above water this past week. As I mentioned previously, I briefly and quite vividly contemplated suicide by…