It’s my Sunday (and yes I realize it’s only Saturday evening) but I start my work week on Sundays, therefore Saturdays are my end of weekend if that makes any sense. I remember being super articulate in this blog at the beginning nearly four years ago and a lot of my layers have been revealed…

My chest pains me as I have been coughing up some blood filled mucus and coughing so hard I am throwing up this blood filled mucus crap. I feel the pain radiating through my chest into my ribs and my back. At first I thought it was just a smoker’s cough, but it is progressed…

I’ve been MIA the last week or so due to my intense work schedule. I was able to start work last Tuesday because they didn’t make me go back through orientation for a third time with this company and instead I spent Tuesday in someone’s office with a laptop doing online trainings. I got everything…