I think this is the hardest part of recovery; letting go. Letting go of the past, letting go of past or current judgements, letting go of bitterness, anger, resentment… I still sleep with the lights on all night ever since I got raped four years ago as of the 13th of this month. I sleep…
Tag: trauma
Anxiety Ridden
Today I have been dealing with severe anxiety all day long. Nothing I did seemed to help and my exhaustion and fatigue made today nearly unbearable. I just wanted to sob my eyes out and there is nothing the matter. My life is decent and I got word today that I would not be losing…
Neat Little Boxes
I have been in the process of organizing most things in my life. A month ago, I was in a severe depressive state where I could hardly get out of bed, let alone clean my bedroom, do laundry, clean my bathroom. Mind you, I am naturally a very clean and organized person who collects minimal…