Then and Now: Bipolar Edition


I often say that I have changed. I have changed exponentially since I quit gambling 58 days ago, since I restarted taking my medication, since Diego and I broke up and got back together in October, since Diego and I got back together in June, since I have been in and out of a plethora…

Harder to Breathe


Another day of not being able to breathe very well led to another trip to the doctor. Not to mention throwing up maroon clots of blood; this was not a new issue for me, but new this time around. I had to take Diego’s little brother who has Down syndrome and autism from his behavioral…

52 Days


I relate a lot to this photo; just barely keeping my head above water. 52 days feels like forever, yet no time at all. I actually made a blog post 52 days ago and I discuss the feeling of drowning in regard to gambling. But I never posted it. I wrote that it probably made…