This is what Schizoaffective feels like.


I really didn’t know what I would be getting into once I was diagnosed with schizoaffective as of mid 2024. I was a “bipolar girl” through and through; I knew everything I thought one could possibly know about the disorder. Boy, was I ignorant! Then God threw in a splash of hallucinations, paranoia and occasional…

The good and the bad even itself out.


I usually love working nights, it is quiet, I can write in peace, do my small work tasks and chores, and listen to music. Tonight, well I guess it is now morning as I write this at 2:09am. Well today, whatever day it is, I am feeling quite lonely. My co-worker is asleep in his…

Marriage, My Life, Mental Illness and More!


I have definitely put this blog on the back burner for some time now… maybe since? Is it bad to say all fucking year? I’m still kicking and overall as a whole I am doing quite well. In my last post, I shared my excitement for my upcoming wedding. Now I can happily report that…