Closure for this chapter…


This last month and a half since I last blogged has created a lot of sadness and guilt and shame inside of my heart. I don’t know if that is my moral conscience, or if its God, or if it’s because I really should feel this poorly. I don’t think I have ever coped with…

Marriage is hard.


Whoever said marriage was easy was a f*cking liar. Or. Got divorced early on once things started getting real. But I won’t go down that soapbox rabbit hole. I’m not here to really even complain about marriage, or my husband, Kyle for that matter. Because ultimately he is wonderful. I guess I am surprised because…

Quitter


How do I always seem to quit something, even when I just started it? I have always been a quitter, and not in a good way. The only thing that I have quit that has been good for me is my addiction vices such as alcohol. I have been quit of that for almost two…