Marriage is hard.


Whoever said marriage was easy was a f*cking liar. Or. Got divorced early on once things started getting real. But I won’t go down that soapbox rabbit hole. I’m not here to really even complain about marriage, or my husband, Kyle for that matter. Because ultimately he is wonderful. I guess I am surprised because…

Manic Monday and Tuesday and Probably Wednesday, too.


It’s been 6 days since I have been officially diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder and the same amount of time for my reduced lithium per day and added on Zyprexa. At first, I felt infinite, spectacular and wonderful… but I had this uncontrollable shakiness about me; it felt like my insides were being rattled and I…

Orange Spice and Everything Nice.


I’m currently writing this at 10:03pm 03/16/2024 at Kyle’s house while he sleeps since he has work at 5am tomorrow. I am drinking some orange spice tea and just sort of reflecting on life right now. Also listening to Owl City’s album Ocean Eyes which made me reflect on my childhood; I would play the…