When does the pain stop?


I always wondered how much pain one person could really take, let alone create for one or multiple people. I am unsure the answer to that question, but there always seems to be some silver linings in-between the stormy clouds on a very, VERY, rainy day. It seems like this year, my whole motto has…

Fighting the depression demons…


It’s been over a month and a half since I last worked and trying to find things to do and keep myself entertained is … taxing on me. I can only watch so much Netflix, write so much (not necessarily on here but in personal journals and whatnot), I can only clean the kitchen from…

Closure for this chapter…


This last month and a half since I last blogged has created a lot of sadness and guilt and shame inside of my heart. I don’t know if that is my moral conscience, or if its God, or if it’s because I really should feel this poorly. I don’t think I have ever coped with…