No to Blogtober


I think every October since I began my blog back during the height of COVID-19 (so February of 2020) I have completed or at least attempted to complete a post every day for the duration of the month of October. This would have been the FOURTH year if I had gotten my shit together and…

Motivation from a depressed gal


As some of you may know, I have been habit tracking consistently since May minus my minor jail stint in August which I was able to recover from. I noticed in my mood tracker portion of the sheet showed that I have been depressed for the majority of September and even for a lot of…

4:49am


I have been awake for roughly an hour, slept for three hours broken. It’s my Friday and I should be fast asleep. But after what seems like more than a month long depression streak, I am finally getting hypo-manic yet again. It’s interesting because I am also getting sick since it’s almost the beginning of…