Motivation from a depressed gal


As some of you may know, I have been habit tracking consistently since May minus my minor jail stint in August which I was able to recover from. I noticed in my mood tracker portion of the sheet showed that I have been depressed for the majority of September and even for a lot of…

4:49am


I have been awake for roughly an hour, slept for three hours broken. It’s my Friday and I should be fast asleep. But after what seems like more than a month long depression streak, I am finally getting hypo-manic yet again. It’s interesting because I am also getting sick since it’s almost the beginning of…

Justifying Sobriety


I was asked at work by a co worker if I would drink or smoke weed again when my court stuff dies down and this for some reason had me baffled. I may have not been a maintenance drinker to avoid withdrawals, I may have not missed work due to drinking, I may have not…