Manic Monday and Tuesday and Probably Wednesday, too.


It’s been 6 days since I have been officially diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder and the same amount of time for my reduced lithium per day and added on Zyprexa. At first, I felt infinite, spectacular and wonderful… but I had this uncontrollable shakiness about me; it felt like my insides were being rattled and I…

New Traditions


I know I keep saying I am motivated to write but with 5 college classes to keep up with, by the time I have free time late at night, I am dead exhausted. This week has been a rough, yet really smooth despite the crap going on in my life. First off, if you’re now…

Lay me down.


Fighting the good fight, there ain’t many left like us It takes two to tango, but two to build trust You lay me down gently, I won’t stop fighting for your heart. I can’t fight off this disease. You’re so far away but I aim to please. The delusions and distortions in my mind are…