Christmas Cards and Amends


I should be finishing up my fat stack of Christmas cards that I promised to send out to friends and family before the holiday. It is now 12/15, and I have at least twenty cards left to write personal messages. It is kind of hard because Kyle’s grandma gave me a bunch of addresses, but…

The good and the bad even itself out.


I usually love working nights, it is quiet, I can write in peace, do my small work tasks and chores, and listen to music. Tonight, well I guess it is now morning as I write this at 2:09am. Well today, whatever day it is, I am feeling quite lonely. My co-worker is asleep in his…

The Delusional Funk


About a month ago, when I stopped writing altogether going from next to nothing to nothing, I went through another mental health break. I was pretty consistently having various hallucinations what I would consider it be similar to that of an acid trip. Now, I have NEVER tried acid, but from my knowledge about my…