I want it all

The desire I have to be happy does not compare to anything else I have ever known. Up until this past week, I have been fucking up. Major. The self sabotage and self destruction was so vivid and real in all of my feelings, words, and actions. It’s rather shameful to admit that. I am…

Vain

Vanity. One of the seven deadly sins. One may describe it as too much pride in one’s self. Too much pride in appearance. Cocky, even, about appearance or characteristics. Too much. I struggle with this. Not necessarily in the physical sense, as in pride in my appearance. Well, on that note, it is quite the…