Suicidal Tendencies

I know I have been almost obsessively posting depressing shit as of lately, but I need to get this off my chest, and you, my dear, are one of the few I can confide in. Tonight I was very close to ending it all. It sounds so dramatic and cliche or over rated, maybe. But…

Oh, Darling, it’s enough to make you go mad

I am halfway between self harming and keying this dude’s car. I have never been in such a mixed bipolar state in my life. I am going between sobbing every other minute to these bouts of rage in the off times between the crying fits. I feel as though it’s good to get these emotions…